Saturday, July 11, 2015

Weekend Edition - because i am not a damn morning person! lol...

Bucket List - Lombard Street: America's Crookedest Street?

The portion of Lombard Street that everyone knows from the postcards is a section that has been dubbed “the crookedest street in the world”. This refers to the windy switchbacks of road that grace the block between Hyde and Jones. The curvy nature of the one-way drive along with the steep slope of these blocks makes for a fun ride that’s also a visual treat. In total you’ll count eight tight turns in the one block portion of street here

 Black R35 GTR



Red Audi R8 Spyder❤️❤️❤️ :D :D :D yessss!! ultimate dream car, super car, luxury car, sports car❤️❤️❤️ 
 
 1966' GTO Convertible w/ a 4 speed  389 Tri-power. 
 
 Truck and tractor auction proves lucky for bidders
 
 Ford Mustang + Replica P51 Mustang Fighter -
What an awesome sight - both were seen at the 2014 Goodwood Festival of Speed..http://tinyurl.com/kmxs2ty  and http://tinyurl.com/luponde
Image: Mike Garland
 
 Pontiac V8 engine with Tripower carburetor setup
 
 69 GTO 
 
The Mercedes-Benz SUV forward to all new 2016 GLC take another powerful step with a technical level
 
 
 

boo

Anime is in our hearts “Anime- daily lives of highschool boys, kimi no todoke, psycho pass, say I love you, dururura, inuyasha, kaichou wa maid-sama, Fullmetal alchemist” 7-10-15 

 http://www.worldtravelguide.net/holidays/15-microadventures-try-weekend 

ANIME || Soul Eater x Psycho-Pass
Characters || Black Star, Maka, Death The Kid
Source || Pinterest

 Verona, Italy. #HelloBOS

 Zaragoza, Aragon, Spain 

 superbrothers - sword and sworcery

 

 ▶Tags: || #SasakiHaise ||
|| #TokyoGhoul ||

1.  Tokyo Ghoul:Re-Sasaki Haise Minecraft Skin

 
 
3.  Tokyo Ghoul:re Manga 1 · Seinen! · Mangas · wocial

4. Tokyo Ghoul *//* Tokyo Ghoul:re (*MANGA*) Spoilers.

5. Ninjaz Your Friendly Neighborhood Pornologist.
ninjazyourgod.tumblr.com
Hehehe. You might ask why I just randomly inserted that ^. Well I thought it was funny because it reminded my of it even though it’s a bit unrelated I guess XD
 
6. #tokyoghoul #tokyokushu 
 
7.  Tags: Anime, Youshima, Tokyo Kushu, Kaneki Ken, Sasaki Haise, Soft 

If the wind blows, when does it cease?

Be aware of your thoughts and emotions. KARMA can be a vicious or victorious cycle.

Fox Terrier

 Weiner dog

daschund beauty

 Fabio the long-haired English cream mini-dachshund by pondfield on Flickr

 Mother & son - Javanese langur, an endangered species. Zoo in Budapest, Hungary. Found on pink.dornbeast.com

 Pomskies: Pomeranian + Husky mix. Gimme dat! Forever puppies I just want one so bad!!!!

Awww

  Creator Aki on "Psycho Pass":
"The movie did amazing! I'd love to do another season!"


The date is not yet confirmed, but THE HYPE IS STARTING
If you haven't seen the show, it's a good futuristic anime. Personally, a favorite of mine.
Also, the subtitled movie should be coming out sometime late December. 

 scrambler081:The Bike Shed 

Anime is in our hearts “Anime- daily lives of highschool boys, kimi no todoke, psycho pass, say I love you, dururura, inuyasha, kaichou wa maid-sama, Fullmetal alchemist” 7-10-15 

 http://www.worldtravelguide.net/holidays/15-microadventures-try-weekend 

ANIME || Soul Eater x Psycho-Pass
Characters || Black Star, Maka, Death The Kid
Source || Pinterest

 Verona, Italy. #HelloBOS

 Zaragoza, Aragon, Spain 

 superbrothers - sword and sworcery

 

Friday, July 10, 2015

#Pokémon - Friday Wrap-up- 7/10/15 NUMERO UNO

Human!Five nights at freddy's by BlueDemonQueen.de... on @DeviantArt 

 

"Five nights at Freddy's inspired outfits #1 The marionette" by tortured-puppet on Polyvore 

 

 Art of the Automobile:

Yin Yang Aventadors

    Audi Exclusive A6 S Line

 

captvinvanity:

Who exactly put this snow in here? | Photographer | CV

 We have this fantastic car from £99.99 per month! In Red, White and Blue! How about that! https://www.allcarleasing.co.uk/car-leasing/volkswagen/polo/hatchback/10-75-se-5dr#.VZ-WovlVhBc

Source:
12,763 notes 


Koenigsegg Agera X - 

Koenigsegg One:1 Limited Edition Supercar is presenting at the 2014 Geneva Motor Show. 1,340-horsepower output makes it the most powerful production car on the planet and potentially the fastest too. 

 Derek Anthony Redmond

 source: http://rumwik.tumblr.com/

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Jimmy Carter, my man!

 1. Found on thisiscolossal.com

The Storybook Fantasies of Dara Scully 

 

 2. These Nikes that are flipping white.

3. #KOTD Jordan DB3 Authenticated by +Sneaker Con 

4.
Aurora Song | ImposingTrends | Facebook | Instagram 
5. Rose & Will
Found on lifeisthefight.tumblr.com

 Indians scattered on dawn's highway bleeding. 

Found on mysimplyspecial.com

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Perler Bead Pattern / Bead Sprite / perler beads

TNT Perler Bead Pattern / Bead Sprite on kandipatterns.com

Cute Skull
Found it on crossmenot.blogspot.com

rvlker:
Ferrari LaFerrari
 Perler Bead Pattern / Bead Sprite / perler beads

 2015 Ferrari LaFerrari FXX K 1035-HP Review, Specs and Engine - Autocarsblitz.com

 Revealed : 2015 Ferrari LaFerrari FXX K 1035-HP Review, Specs and Engine

More Information and Photos Gallery LaFerrari FXX K 1035-HP first Drive on Track .. http://autocarsblitz.com/revealed-2015-ferrari-laferrari-fxx-k-1035-hp-review-specs-and-engine/


TNT Perler Bead Pattern / Bead Sprite on kandipatterns.com
Cute Skull

Found it on crossmenot.blogspot.com

My Chemical Romance on crossmenot.blogspot.com

 Alarm Clock was
Found on crossmenot.blogspot.com

Cassette Tape (I want to make this one so bad though!! sweet deal, yo!)
Found on crossmenot.blogspot.com

 Gingerbread Man
Found on crossmenot.blogspot.com

 Milk Carton
Found on crossmenot.blogspot.com

 Sailor Moon Crescent Wand perler beads by LaBeauteDunReve on etsy.com // nice!

 Stewie Griffin
Found on se7ensins.com

 Ignignokt
Found on se7ensins.com


On day 8: This is my first time trying to put together a minecraft party, wtf

At first, I really only wanted to do a cakes post of birthday cakes and then that would have been it, but then my OCD/ADD self thought about that maybe being able to make sense for later on. So, I had decided to just do a basic freaking post on my Tumblr to share among all the other "tumblr-ites" but even this one is not my best stuff, but I know I really need to take it in cause it is my first one and that as I go on, of course I'll be a lot quicker and the choices I'd pick would just be 100% better than the shit you all see that is located down below. It is wth I opted to leave out the damn pictures; I was trying to save face, lol! 

I don't know about other people, but I hate that "cute" shit when I am trying to create shit. 
It pisses me off! Man it is not even "blah" either anymore, it is just like almost an insult to myself that I provide to myself. Yes, I provide it without anyone even having to even do anything to me. I self-destruct all on my own and then I will get mad at all the others who just want to see me fail by taking it out on the actual people who really do like me! I have pushed people (cause there really were people who really did want me as their friend) away, focusing in on those certain other folks who didn't want me as their friend and who basically thought I was just weak!



THIS WAS MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT DOING A MINECRAFT PARTY! UGH! lol. (and yes, it is okay to laugh, don't worry I am laughing as well so I will and won't be mad with you all ever!):


FREE Minecraft Banner & Toppers // babyshowerideas4u.com

Free Printable Minecraft Party bags- easy to print at home for awesome Minecraft Creeper themed favors, goodies bags or decorations!
Found on theshadylane.com
 

Free Printable Minecraft Party Bags

Minecraft party ideas with FREE Minecraft party printables via Kara's Party Ideas KarasPartyIDeas.com #Minecraftparty #minecraftprintables

Minecraft Party ~ Decorations ~ FREE printables {click the picture to take you to even MORE printables} : minecraftsfanclub.weebly.com // CyberDrone

Free Minecraft Party Printables on karaspartyideas.com

Free Minecraft Party Printables on catchmyparty.com

FREE Printable Minecraft Cupcake Toppers on halegrafx.com

9 Minecraft Party Supplies to Help Build the Perfect Minecraft Birthday!
Found on discountpartysupplies.com


Minecraft Party Favors for 5 Bracelets its on: etsy.com

Minecraft party favors
Found on: r.ebay.com


 Minecraft Party Favors for 5 Bracelets its on: etsy.com

Minecraft party favors
Found on: r.ebay.com


And I think I am maybe happy with this post I done on tumblr about the MineCrafter Party. I think what had happened was is that I did not have a theme is all because I put in "Minecraft Party" and of course there were like thousands of ideas you can do from years ago and to what people are choosing to do though lol right now!! 

I still have no theme, but at least I can be like maybe on a scale of 0 = I am nothing to that post there! (lol) to 10 = Due to well-informed information, not only did I gain even more insight and knowledge on the subject; I feel good and I like what I did! 

Well my number would more than likely be: probably a 3 lol.. but I am being honest, to be even meaner to myself it would be maybe even a 2 1/2. But I am nice, so I will go with a 4 1/2 just to be nice though lol... 

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

7-7-2015 #tuesdaytransformation // 'Strawberry Fields Forever' + Yoko Ono (who I still know nothing about!)

Fluffy Puppy on imgur.com
jessaleks - HOLY FUCK! HOW DO I GET HER NUMBER AND WHAT HER NAME IS??????

7/7/2015 isn't she beautiful???

holy shit, who else has a nosebleed and fuck, where are my tissues or do I just use my hand instead?? :P

Delta Breezes... - delta-breezes:

    My Scandinavian Home

"I think it's time you turned the page you spent an eternity reading the words and never feeling their pain." 7-7-2015 #tuesdaytransformation

"Completely in her element with the strawberries this morning. Strawberry stained lips and hands and feet. 🍓 Started the day with family berry picking and we all sort of wanted to stay there all day in the peaceful field soaking it all in. Please can I start every single day in a strawberry field?" - written by @JohnnaHolmgren - johnnaholmgren


this is like ‘Strawberry Fields Forever’ from like the Beatles though!! wowie! 7/7/2015

Found on foodnetwork.com 
this is a dish by Bobby Flay 
Fruit cake/ How to make Kerala plum cake/ Christmas cake/ Kerala fruit cake?
deepapraveen.blogspot.co.uk

okay, well for me, I am just not a real big fan of fruit cake cause it got too many nuts in it and yeah.

Plus it can like stay on the shelf for like decades and people still will like eat that stuff or whatever. because I think it grows mold, almost like cheese or wine..

Well, whatever, something keeps it safe to eat & it's clearly a traditional snack/desert to most ppl unlike me. 7/7/15

priveting:
(by Emmanuella Z.)
simply amazing!! Who do I talk to about signing me up for a library card now though?!! I’m ready to get this party started! I’m ready to gets this show on the road!! I’m ready to put a huge dent in my summer reading right now too though!! cool! Gotta love me some books though!


everyone needs a teddy bear 

just saiyan... 

 

Yvette Marina Nario

Yvette Marina Nario

Works at WRITER/TEACHER
Attended Queens College, City University of New York

Currently in Temple City, CA, USA
 
 
 “Discovering Your Internal Gifts: I've Reached The Point Where I Realized That We are All Connected 2 One another and Therefore I've Sought Out 2 Find a Higher Connection 2 Our Creator Whom Listens and Chooses Those Whom Share His Compassion 4 Human Kind...In This True Deep Connection I SHARE With Our Creator, I've Been Given The Gift to ELEMENTALLY CONNECT 2 HUMANS in An In-depth Manner As 2 PORT-ALLY Transmit A Higher Energy in 2 YOU if You are Deserving of It and At The Same Time I Can See ThrU YOU as 2 Understand The Actual Elements YOUR Composed Of and Whether Your Connected to your Higher(Heaven Bound) and Lower Levels(Earth Bound) in a BALANCED Way.  ALL OF MY INTERNAL KNOWLEDGE IS FROM MY CONNECTION TO OUR G_D...I WOULD BE CREATING A NEW RELIGION AS ALL I WRITE (FROM PAST WORKS AND CURRENT WORKS) IS BEING TESTED IN YOU AS WE SPEAK AS WE LISTEN AND AS WE TRANSMIT AND GROW TO A HIGHER SELF. We Are Slowly Waking Up.”

Quote is by: Yvette Marina Nario. who Works at WRITER/TEACHER who Attended Queens College, City University of New York and is Currently in Temple City, CA, USA

7/7/2015 - tuesday morning, almost noon though (and also partly sunny here and now.)
 
 
 

Sunday, July 5, 2015

3. Fuck my life though! Fuck it!

Cameron: "Sorry I don't know either why don't u have a profile picture up of yourself. Don't u like yourself"

(about maybe 20-30 min. passed - i think)

me: No. I have this picture up cause I like Tokyo Ghoul, not because I do not like myself and also because I do not like to put my real pictures to just anyone anymore because the world really is a real cruel place and I already have enough of my stuff in the wrong hands as it is. Haven't u ever heard of scammers and/or cyber bullies who take personal information and use it to harm people before? Well this is basically my situation here

(a sight pause is in between)

me: They are costing me money. I do not want to put up my picture and then they get there and they put all kinds of mean statements that are very demeaning toward me. It is not "maybe they won't" No they will. They did break me though Cameron, I do want them to know that. I am broken now. They won just like they always said they would. I just wish somehow I had not been disobedient as a kid and would have taken them seriously, otherwise, i mean...

Cameron:( well, you have no picture up of yourself, nor even a profile. Don't u like urself

me: (9 min. later) They are trying to make a complete fool of me like that.Please. No. I do not want to look like a fool. I just was dumb as a kid, and I thought it was a game. They are the real deal though, and I know that was right. I still do love and like them for that though, but all I can do it is from afar before they will indeed strike me down again.

Cameron: (no response)

me: (5 min. later) I just didn't know any better. That's no excuse, I understand that now. I respect them now, okay Cameron? Just, I am no more playing around. They are in control, but I swear if I do put my real picture out there they will laugh at me. They already laugh at me enough about everything else. I do not want them to laugh at my appearance too. That would kill me. Who wouldn't be killed by that?

Cameron: (again, no response).

me: I mean I am so insignificant to them. I know that now. I was thinking, "Oh yeah... yeah, they are just fooling around, they don't mean that.. hahaa.. they will change, and/or I can win them over now cause I am doing this and that now! This will get them to like me, and then that way they will let me just be around them at least." - 2 min. later (just now) - but whatever, alright? I ain't playing or messing with them like that again. I am not even a jokester or even a person who mess with people either. shit, I just liked them cause I thought they were having fun and I took it too far like I do everything else! Yes, this is my fault and I take full responsibility! 


Because I suck as a human being and also because I want to die again now.

2. Gift ideas - of the moment, rn!-

1. IMG_7736 by momtogirltwins on Flickr //
Found on andbabiesmakefour.com //
waterless snow globes, like the ones at Anthropologie. She says use Epsom salts and glitter //
2. Brabus 850 6.0 Biturbo Coupe, is a S63 AMG Coupe with the muscles  (send it via youtube.com car video for like a car video phone, whatever)
3. a little love today! #lovequotes  #love #typographydecor #wallart   #watercolor  https://www.etsy.com/listing/216281378/wall-decor-love-watercolor-print?ref=shop_home_active_13
4. Finally the ' #estate and summer people say no to a nice #gelato to #cioccolato ? Here's the #ricetta http://hobbyecreativita.altervista.org/gelato-al-cioccolato/

Journal/Art Creations - Something stinks. Try it again?

1.Dina Wakley - Found on dinastamps.typepad.com

2. Something stinks. Try it again?

 

cafe-flower.kr

Coffee Collection

Collection of coffee photographs

Homegirl London latte art + coffee do not worry, but be happily chill with some donuts by your side then!

Dark Chocolate Cheesecake with Red Wine and Pears// An Unreal Blog // Found on cioccolatogatto.blox.pl

NUA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE CREAM, soft and delicious, perfect for breakfast, snack or after a meal, to the delight of the palate of children and adults:
http://blog.giallozafferano.it/chezbibia/torta-nua-con-crema-al-cioccolato-fondente/
#gialloblogs #giallozafferano #ricettadelgiorno

Saturday, July 4, 2015

♪Hello darkness my old friend♪

"If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with success unexpected in common hours." -Henery David Thoreau-


sabutops:
arcanine breed variations , I was planning to do more but I got tired

Plants vs Zombies Zombie Perler Bead Art by EightBitEvolution, $12.00 

 ♥omg, i want this one on my wish list! ♥Perler Beads Pikachu in Ashs hat Pokemon by KawaiiLittlePresents, $9.99♥ 7-4-15.

 nice object drawings. done by Angela Vas on #googleplus

https://plus.google.com/u/0/communities/100920723517721160985 

starwars // Star trek // StarGate SG-1// = more so on the fandom side + tons of lore/novels made too

sci-fi tv fandoms, slash x Open rpg-chat x sci-fantasy/erotica 

make my day cross stitch - lol, this is bad ass Dirty Harry aka Clint Eastwood! XD hahah, "well, do ya punk??" hehehe XD -7/4/15- #happyFourthofJuly my people up in herre1! lol

Cross stitch skull. Free pattern here. skulladay.blogspot.co.nz // skulladay.com

Victorian Era

1. If I lived in a pokemon world....

  1. If I lived in a pokemon world....this would be me. XD This is me right now, frankly. Too. Many. Eevees.

2. Pokemon - Eevee Evolution Charms

3.  Crossovers are allowed if it is with a Nintendo franchise or third party franchise with relation to Nintendo (Mario, Zelda, Kirby, etc...) 

 

4. pikachu would be in eevulutions, which I agree is weird, but still... lol
5. All Pokemon Fusions MUST have original artwork included.
-Every two fusion posts in a row will be removed (in the entire community, not by the author)It may take up to 24 hours for someone to respond.
6.  Be Pokemon or Nintendo related. Nothing else can be allowed.
7.  What would the Pokemon series be like...
 i feel ur pain pika! lol Hang in there, my friend!
8.  LOOOOL - well since Pokemon is not real and is a escape fantasy world for us all, I wouldn’t necessarily age them like things would age themselves irl. However, the thing of it is, it would be like dumb to have them always be too young or even grow even younger and never showing any change or going anywhere. But, having them get old as hell doesn’t much help out much either. omfg, dies... no what I really mean is, to avoid this sort of a transition to happen something will have to be put there to keep shit constant otherwise things can either increase or digress to a point of my lack of control of what would be going on inside of the world though! That is just I think ANOTHER point of the matter that has recently just hit me too rn! 7-4-15
9. So... Many... Eevees... And an umbreon... lol... thoughts to consider STILL! However, I am just still thinking out loud like ed sheeran sang in his song that is a favorite of mine obviously, lol. Only, I am not singing here obviously either well cause these are basically only my mere thoughts here! lol.. XD so yeah... 

10.  Finding an easier way to get even more people inside of the pokemon world I live in but to include it into the formations of a minecraft lego land, avatar creature look-a-like, conceptualized cyber-punk environment gaming and a reality SIM bigger than life virtual reality (even) gaming world just like where it is like Mana from heaven is coming down or whatever, but it is from a Hidden Mana produced from like a hidden Heaven too also, etc.

floating around accidental-like on a breeze



 
1.Prince Edward Island. Paramedic.
2. The Planet of the Apes
 this is a really nice poster... WANT!!  -7/4/15- even though I do not follow this fandom at all, I wouldn't mind borrowing them off of someone I know who had these movies or whatever, and them watching them. After though, I would probably give them back though because I just think I am probably more a King Kong fan.. but dont quote me on that! lol #justsaying


3.  Look for things with LOTS of color
4. Elephant! - I like the colors and designs on this one here! <3 7-4-2015
5. pretty pretty
Found on thegreatgracie.tumblr.com
6. 35059_walker-14_122_734lo by sarnold1 on Flickr



7. Once upon a time... II by Dara Scully on Flickr


8. Found on thisiscolossal.com by Dara Scully
9. Something about an elephant...

All for a flower :) ♥ Elephants 

Found on roflzoo.com

 



10. 
... destiny determines who enters your life but you decide who stays ... -Unk.


Wednesday, July 1, 2015

part b) http://pokechampion.tumblr.com/ = Bandit of the Sea!

(So you want to be a master of Pokémon? Do you have the skills to be #1? I've been playing Pokémon for entirely too long. I completed my playthrough of Pokémon Alpha Sapphire and love battling competitively, so send me a request! This blog shall satisfy all your Pokémon needs! F.C: 0318-7847-4943, Name: Shadow from: tumblr.com account: http://pokechampion.tumblr.com/ )


Bandit of the Sea!


1. pkmndaisuki:
'I just always thought that Suicune’s bouncing away from you was the most hilarious thing."
2. (Cosplay Photoshoot by fotografiasfernando on Flickr  Big Hero 6 x Baymax) 

3. Haute couture (/ˌt kˈtjʊər/; French pronunciation: ​[ot kuˈtyʁ]; French for "high sewing" or "high dressmaking" or "high fashion") refers to the creation of exclusive custom-fitted clothing.

A haute couture garment is often made for a client, tailored specifically for the wearer’s measurements and body stance.

 Considering the amount of time, money, and skill that is allotted to each completed piece, haute couture garments are also described as having no price tag - in other words, budget is not relevant.

 The term originally referred to Englishman Charles Frederick Worth's work, produced in Paris in the mid-nineteenth century.[3] In modern France, haute couture is a protected name that can be used only by firms that meet certain well-defined standards. However, the term is also used loosely to describe all high-fashion custom-fitted clothing, whether it is produced in Paris or in other fashion capitals such as London, Milan, New York or Tokyo


Haute couture is fashion that is constructed by hand from start to finish, made from high quality, expensive, often unusual fabric and sewn with extreme attention to detail and finished by the most experienced and capable sewers, often using time-consuming, hand-executed techniques.
A haute couture garment is often made for a client, tailored specifically for the wearer’s measurements and body stance

Mary Curzon, Baroness Curzon of Kedleston in 1903.  Worth's clientele was astonished by his beautiful creations. His clientele widened and he, most notably, gained the admiration of Empress Eugenie, wife of Napoleon III.
 With the support of Empress Eugenie, he fully launched his universal career, from New York to Wales.

 Constantly looking to innovate couture, Worth set the edge for popular trends by initiating the various silhouettes, lengths, and designs of skirts, hats, shawls, and capes. Worth’s dresses were worn at a variety of occasions, from aristocratic royal events to masquerades. Lavish dresses and costumes were created using precious stones and colorful fabrics to complement various themes and events.

 1865: Tulle ballgown created for Elisabeth of Austria, and painted by Franz Xaver Winterhalter.
 Early 1900s Court presentation dress. Moyse's Hall Museum, Bury St Edmunds.
 The syndicate has about 18 members, including such fashion giants as Coco Chanel, Christian Dior, and Pierre Cardin.

 Workers often specialize in one area, such as feathers, fabric, buttons, shoes, etc.


Made from scratch for each customer, haute couture clothing typically requires three fittings. 
It usually takes from 100 to 400 hours to make one dress, costing from $26,000 to over $100,000.
 
 A tailored suit starts at $16,000, an evening gown at $60,000.
 http://www.infoplease.com/spot/fashionside1.html
 
4.  Did you know?
Prior to 1979, only female names were used to name hurricanes. That year, the United States began alternating between male and female names for Atlantic hurricanes.
 
5.  
I am embarrassed because I of course had heard of haute couture u know because of like when u see celebrities and movie stars walk on the red carpet and when like on E! and u see them talk about how much the dresses are and talk about what designer they are wearing and stuff.
Just had no idea it was French. Things are starting to like make a turn towards more French, Italian, Irish, Scottish, Wales, English feel. Now I know they are a lot of cultures there, but they are the vibes I am getting for right now though. I swear.  I mean it’s true. Look at the theme on my boards. Just look at how they seem to be centered around certain things and then sudenly when like u look to another board you’ll see it is an imitation of the same damn board before it! lol, it’s why I exhaust myself trying to what I call myself trying to do... is to “consolidate” them. lol... anyway, I learned a LOT and I wand to learn more! I may include this in my French board on Pinterest or I may make another board.. but I swear you are doing your voodoo lol or your lady luck like power over me. I feel you are all around me anyway though. So it’s cool. I know it is your job to hate me.
 

Part a) of we do not need to know all that! :) Morning Pages, yo! July 2015 is here!

1. Wanderlust Wednesday should be turnt into something such as:Wanderlust just because  and then when like it comes time for Friday like when it is really late Thursday and in the early parts of Friday, then Friday should be continued to be called like what some people already call it, which is Fall Back Friday or FBF. This is just because Thursday is already considered to be "throw back Thursday" but, I think it needs to be more well known more so as Motivation Thursday/Thursday Inspiration/and like "Thursday the new Friday." But Wednesday I think can be also be called "Old School Wednesday" I think... I cannot recall right now though..

(So you want to be a master of Pokémon? Do you have the skills to be #1? I've been playing Pokémon for entirely too long. I completed my playthrough of Pokémon Alpha Sapphire and love battling competitively, so send me a request! This blog shall satisfy all your Pokémon needs! F.C: 0318-7847-4943, Name: Shadow from: tumblr.com account:http://pokechampion.tumblr.com/ )

 2. Finally Illinois will allow up to 4 marijuana plants per family as of now. People with severe pain say they smoke the amount that has specifically prescribed for them and yes they do get a slight buzz, but that they are fully in control of themselves to where they are not having as much body pain and aches or chills and that they want to eat again. However, these are people who have tried the pills and also the physical therapies and were having to deal with the potential of their condition getting worse. It has also been reported that they felt a huge change just in their overall state of well-being where they were not stuck in bed all day long and stuff. BUT, they are banning all tobacco products here in Illinois and now college campuses here will not allow you to even smoke outside on their parking lots! I was like wtf when I heard that yesterday and stuff, lol! Also, there is no e-cigs, or no vapes allowed. But if u still do smoke they will let u smoke it in your car though. I am just so glad I do not smoke anymore. I just do not have the desire for it anymore. No matter the day if it is a great day and everything had went as planned I have no desire to reward myself with some Nicotine so I can just relax and make the day go on longer and longer either.  And Goddammit!! If my days (lol, like they have been consecutively and in succession, right the fuck now actually) have just been sluggish and I've been taunted, or maybe I expected more from other people and that part failed too!! Then I had thoughts of dying, and I was crying and I was just so very stressed...but then hey look! There is a cigarette on the counter over there and that will help me calm my nerves now! Hell No! lol! And I apologize but in all things that I do, especially in having my diagnoses (well, especially in having my illness even lol) I just have all kinds of moods just by myself! lol, I already say all these mean and nasty things to myself  and I do know as I am going out more and more, there will always be that one or maybe even 10 people in there who will never like me. Now to switch that shit on reverse, I too have people I look at them and I just cannot stand their asses either! lol and the sickest part of it is, still to this day I cannot think of one thing they had done wrong to me but all I know is that they had annoyed the shit out of me, lol! 

3. When I find my mate they will hurt my little heart. I talk with my family members every day and even more so the ones who live in the east, and even though they do not mean to be just like bluntly religious (and I am serious too, ugh, cause I hate that shit too) while having to recite the fucking Bible to me over just every damn thing while trying to make fun of all the other "heathens" who will all suffer and go to Hell!! o.o I do not think like that at all. They mean well and they heart my little weak heart. I go to substitue in for drums to help some of these underprivilledged kids in a afterschool program which is actually a rasta group here (and I am actually telling the fucking truth here believe it which you won't, and I really do not fucking care cause I have fucking verifiable fucking proof. Okay, and moving on now! lol) and yes, THEY ARE KIDS, but they don't know any better. Had one cute little white child a few weeks past, she was cute as a button and she was 5 and was soon about to turn 6. Little girl came up to me in the hot heat and asked me... "why do black people sweat?" Now she is a kid so I was not going to like blow on her and tell her off and cry ... Nah, oh hell Nah I did not do all that shit, but mind you... YES, I did find that shit offensive and I did feel a bit on the spot and was also embarrassed because it was meditation time so she had done it in front of everyone. So the other little kids opened their eyes up but most just shut their eyes back again, but oddly enough none of them laughed or anything and but neither did she. Anyway, I just went to her little self.. "well shelley is it hot or what out here?" Shelley Laughed a little some, and nodded. Then I said to her, "Yep. It is very hot. The sun, do u see how it is over in the skies like that.." and I had traced my hands around the line of the horizon thingy. And s I looked down She was following her finger next to mine without me having to tell her anything. I said, "Well that sun, it will come down upon us, and we being the mammals that we are... mammals are also known as humans, which we are too... well we all happen to sweat because it is a normal affair, u see?" and as I asked her, I noticed all the other little ones had been watching and looking at us both then. She nodded. So then I asked her another question then too,I said, "Well do you sweat Shelley?" Shelly said to me "Yes I do and so does my brother John." she pointed to John who was sitting in the circle. I turned around and John nodded. I then had turned around and asked some of the other kids since they were awake now and we had only around 6 or 7 min. left anyway, I asked them.. "May I have a show of hands of anyone here who if they are running do they get out of breath and what activity had they done that because they were out of breath that they had become soooo sweaty and then they had to cool off in the shade and then sometimes even drink cool water to calm them down?" So they also were beginning to raise their hands and Shelley did too and she had started to tell me a little bit of her story.  I told it in a very entertaining way and I was getting a bit of chuckles in the mix there. But they were appropriate chuckles at that time.

4. What if they were mean laughs? What is Shelley made me cry, and she saw me cry? Am I supposed to fall down and just break then? I might as well get out of the business. Am I to go and reach for a bottle of Jack? Well, I've had some really shitty days there and then I've even had some very shitty days here on this computer here too. The woman do not like me! That;s it, and she ain't coming back neither! No matter what I say, the damn woman ain't gonna have it the way is was before. She told me she ain't coming back, she do not know what I am, she think I am insane, she think I am confusing and very vague af. The woman said she is to be nothing to me, and therefore ordered me to forget her. She flat out said I was not what she expected and that all I did was waste her time. The woman also said to my face that she has no empathy nor compassion for me, that she only sees weakness in me and that she thinks nothing of me more than she does like if she were to flick a piece of lint off of her shirt, and/or were to screw on the bottle cap on her pop bottle she was drinking out of (okay this last part I made up lol, because she didn't say all that... but it is what is made me feel like she had said.). Basically, I'm considered as nothing more than a pawn/toy to her, that I am very weird, that she feels sorry for me, that she was not my therapist (lol, yes she said that to me too... ), and that she could not help me either. After ALL of this, and I was going through my earlier stages of my recovery too though. She would even send me memes to hang myself or kill myself. And EVEN then like right now, I just have no desire to drink or smoke EVER again! Now my mom feels safe enough to have wine in the house, which she does have it  and  I like how she doesn't have to hide it for fear that I would drink it all up and then start causing shit in my drunken stupor. 

5. That is the perfect high! If I were to take the drink! I would be able to take as many pills as I wanted! I'd have the perfect drink with all the liquor in it I wanted and wouldn't harm myself or nobody around me either, for that matter. Then, I'd have my "smokes" in my pocket and at least 2 lighters, a cigar and a half. Lol.. and then be on my way around the block to go get some more weed! lmao...  No! There is no perfect drug or drink, maybe there is a perfect blunt lol, but the other things are bad though!! Just saying, yo!